A New Blog, A New Life

I have moved.
The story of the caffeine addict continues @ www.cuppa.blogspot.com .

ShawnTay - tehokosong.blogspot.com have became history. *Smilez*

I cried, cause I'm happy for you

I promise myself,
And probably u,
Is a last entry about you.

A big blow to end this tiring day.
A sense of relaxation with an aching heart.
I did burst out when on phone with butt,
But deep inside my heart,
I'm sincerely happy for you.

I dunno myself either,
Why am I so madly in love with you.
Still remembering the first time I saw you...
At Block 34, wearing AMKSS uniform during NP openhouse,
The princessly image became an affection,
An affection that is haunting me thru my poly life and NS life.
Not forgetting those fond memories we once had...

But as what u said,
Is past tense. Is ending. Or rather ended. I know that.
I felt the difference too after reading some of my previous entries.
I'm ending on my side too, thou is two years late.
But at least, Butt and Jun felt the differences too.

So, actually part of me have expected today to come.
I have had myself mentally prepared,
But just that. Just that.
My response was different from what I thought.
I'm not strong afterall.

I plead for a few more weeks. Or months.
For me to discover the real one in uni,
So that I can forget you thoroughly.
Part of man's pride i suppose.
On contrary,

I guess I will never find the one with the presence of you.
*Laughs*

This two years,
I led a very contradicting life.
Eagerly looking forward to all the poly outings,
So I can see you again.
But usually it ended with you not coming,
Or the fact that I'm thinking of you as the outing ended.

I felt like a pester at times too,
Invading your life,
And disturbing you for loving you so.
I felt like a bastard. Definitely a loser.

I guess u know it too...
Thru some of the blog entries I wrote,
Which expected some responses from u,
But you choose not to make any.
I thank you for not making any responses,
And not giving me any false hopes in any ways.

Or maybe u dunno that,
I wrote this blog mainly for you.
A psychological way of updating u bout my life thou,
And how you are not forgotten.
Some entries that I have written,
But chose not to publish them,
Coz I thought is not the wrong thing to do.
Hence, they are stored in my pvt entries.

Finally, I'm putting down a five years old stone from heart.
Love, like a river,

Will cut a new path whenever it meets an obstacle.
I guess my river has dried up.
I'm looking for my own angel to fill the river with the water again.

I wish you luck in your new relationship.
You don't have a easy time in love too.
At last, you found him. =)
Love, an emotion so strong that you would give up everything.
To just feel it once, to know that you are part of something special.
To know that you can feel what love really is; to know, to feel, to love.
I congrats u for having that.
Wholeheartedly from my heart.

To you, Catherine (BaoLian).

ShawnTay - With all the love I had for you, I make them into blessings for u and him. Love is knowing you are the bud from which his happiness blossoms.

Weekend Update

Friday:

Had a coffee session with the burgies at JP before catching a flick, Banquet. I think that the movie was overrated. It seems that the director wanted to bring out the story in a very beautiful and artistic way but had overdone it. Some of the scenes are actually funny then artistic. But I liked the plot thou, is about two women who seeked different priorities in lives. One seeked power over love, while the other seeked love over anything else. It seems to indicate women in the society these days, and how men (the roles of the emperor and the crown prince in the flick) are manipulated by them. From my own point of view, I think that Zhou Xun presented her character in the show well enough, as she managed to bring out her affection and lust towards the prince, and her desire towards life before she died. Zhang Ziyi on the other hand, couldn't bring out the wild part of the empress, and her desire towards having the kingdom as her own. She did a good job at seducing the emperor thou. The pros and costumes in the show were good. (Rating: 7/10)

Saturday:

Dinner with the poly cliques at Butt's Dad's stall. The sambal chilli and the stingray were good. Sat on the lorry while going to ktv at chevrons. I like siting on lorries. Having the wind blowing towards the face makes one think. I thought about a few stuffs, and proud of myself for making certain moves. =)

Sunday:

Sunday is no fish day. =( Went to the fish farm at Punggol to fish for four hours with bro-in-law. Dad and Mum joined us thereafter. Luckily the sun was good and the environment was lovely, to accompany a NO - FISH me. Bro-in-law got a snapper thou.

Anyway, I bought a new pond fishing rod. Dad's green old rod for the open sea, which accompany him since his marriage life started (32 years and still counting on!), will be retiring with glory. So, I have to delcare bankrupt now for the $140 spent on the limited edition rod, the shimano Sienna 1000FB gear, as well as to refill some fishing accessories.

ShawnTay - I hope to have my virgin catch for this rod soon! =)

Let's Talk Bout Girls

Was looking through the old files in my computer to be deleted. And came upon a folder containing pictures (not porn la!) of some superstars that I like.

From HongKong:


佘诗曼


阿Sa



From Singapore:


李之仪



From Korea:

宋慧乔



From Taiwan:

林依晨



And I came to a conclusion that the girls I like / liked would have this few attributes. LoL.

1. Big or high cheekbones.
2. Bubbly, round faced.
3. Fair skinned.
4. Big eyes, somewhere in between fierce and innocent.
5. Sweet Looking and cheerful.
6. Usually act as bad tempered girls in dramas. (I wonder what about real life?! Haha)

ShawnTay - Im bored!

Drama Addict

Catching a new korean drama, Full House since this morning (1203am).
Since then, the DVD player ran for the next eight hours....
And I managed to finish 12 episodes of it within a day. *LoL*
AgrrrH,I'm so in love with the female and male lead now manz!
(Yeah, I got some bisexual traits in within.)
Rain is cool, but Song Hye-kyo is awesome! Haha!
And due to that, I skipped a two hours lecture in the morning.
Biochemistry and IT tutorials are dued today, but I haven't do yet.
And right inside the IT lecture now, I typing this blog.
To add on, the Full House DVDs are in my bag!
And there are two hours break later...
*Evil Grins*

Gosh... Someone, kill me!

ShawnTay - And now, I have super dark rings!

EQ

Your EQ is 133

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

ShawnTay - I guess my IQ will be different. Keke.

Happy.

Have some thoughts after yester's alumni,
Didn't sleep until four in the morn.
And came to a conclusion.

A sense of touch,
A touch of realisation.
And perhaps an old tired smile.

At least Butt is happy,
With her new love life.

At least HongKiat is happy,
As what he said so in his blog.

At least Darren is happy,
Though he didn't dare to give it all out.

At least KG is happy,
He loves Taiwan.

At least most of my friends are happy.
They influenced me somehow,
And I'm definitely happy for them.

And I came to my own conclusion.
A blog typed, but didn't published.
Saved as draft, and shall be one of my pvt entries.

Anyway the field trip at Labordor Park today was refleshing.
Energetic thou only slept for two hours.
Shall look forward to more field trips.



It begins with a lazy morning.



And the marine biology students start their jobs...



New star-like-stuffs discovered. Only this few on the whole coast.



The big green bubbles. Sea Grapes.



Some dead ones. Sad.



Algae growing on woods. Haiz. Human impacts!



Let's see what he saw....



Marine biologists-to-be at work.



New friends met.



OG senior and her juniors taking the same module.



It end with a Black Retriver.



And his master.


ShawnTay - At least, it isn't as taxing as years b4 anymore.